The Song Of My Heart

I am deeply in love with my form 4 life. 2010. Aku CInta Pada Mu!

2010-01-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

4th January 2010, my form 4 life began as a pure science student. I have no idea, I am just some how feeling the excitement of being a pure science student. ( if you know what my ambition is ) The minute I step into the Science stream class. 4F, I know that I am moving another step forward to my dream, as well as my family's wish.

Form 4 is really a tough year for me, as I am not as smart as other pupils in my school. I have to be really concentrate and memorizing non-stop. My brain is working like a 7/11 shop. No rest, nothing. I am cutting down all my activities, eg. MSN. I was once addicted to MSN, now I think can survive without ON LINING for a couple of days. Since Mabel & Nicole complaining me not updating my dead blog, I have to type out something and tell what's happening in these past few weeks.

Owh yes, the title says: I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH MY FORM 4 LIFE. This is true. Alright, most of you guys might think that I am crazy OR trying to show off that I am better than others. nope I'm not. Absolutely, NOT. When we were in secondary 1 - 3, we are learning simply rojak way of a little Bio here, a little Chem there etc. We normally wouldn't get a chance to ask teacher WHY IS THIS? WHY IS THAT? I am not brave enough to ask too. I know that, the minute I raise my hand high, people will think that I must be dumb or something.

Form 4, people change, system change, teacher change. like THANK GOD. I feel so free to raise my hand up, when MR GAN asked, any questions, whole class will just say out the question they don't get it. I don't feel that shy to ask anymore. ( not that dumb too ) I am 16, not a timid little girl anymore.

There are many things I try for the 1st time in my life in 2010. cheers! xD

1. wearing lab coat.

2. draw mind map.

3. solving every math question without ppl's help.

4. think faster.

5. sing less.

6. dance less.

7. computer LESS!!

Well, I can only figure out 7 for the time being. But I am sure there are more to talk about when I have the time. =D

YI SHUEN SAYS

GOOD NIGHT!!!

europe - my dreamland

2010-01-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hey readers ( kay, this only apply when I still have any left)!!!

& to all my darlings of course! Yep! I am back to blogging!!! Miss me anot? hahax. So ya, to people who are close to me will know that I just came back from Europe. It was Awesome. I'll be definitely going to Switzerland again to learn skiing. ;D I feel dumb okay? When I was way up to Mountain Titlis, I saw so many pretty girls & cute boys dressing up like skiing professional come down from the mountain way down so gracefully. I was like, T_T ya. I want to learn how to ski really BADLY now.

Paris is really a palace of romance & fashion of course. When you walk on the street, you can see every single pedestrian (local people) all dressed up nicely, walking in their own path. No matter how bad the weather is, clothing, is what they are concern about all the time. The craft arts on the walls, the doors of Paris is really marvelous, they have such thing as city plan. They plan their city well so that it will not be messy. Every building seems to be linked to each other. Great huh? Yes, Paris will be a must to visit if you want to learn fashion, arts and things like that. It's not really my thing though. =)

Amsterdam, if you think I am going to mention on the ~~red light district.~~ You are wrong my dear friend. =D It was attractive for guys though. The southern Venice, that's what they call it. The city is basically surrounded by rivers. Gentlemen river, prince river, king river and lot's more. There are many ship houses build on top of the river too. This is due to the land problem. Amsterdam is too small I suppose. When I went on to the river cruise and saw those owh so cozy houses. I feel like grabbing a guy and get married immediately. ( Yes, I was really desperate) So, guys, if you feel like proposing to your girl friend one day, bring her to Amsterdam. There is a 99% of possibility that she will say I DO!!

Germany, although there is nothing much special there compared to the others, it is my favourite country now. Guess what? SNOWING!!!!! I had my wonderful 1st snow ball fight with Estella Lim, Brian Lim & Eugene Lim. Hahax. Ya. They are siblings. Eugene the eldest & Estella the youngest. =) They cheer up my day. Especially you, Stella! ;D You may go now if you dun want to continue reading my Europe stories. But ESTELLA LIM! you must stay! This paragraph onwards is dedicated for you! ;D

Okay, so where was I again? Owh, right. When I 1st reach to Paris, it was really early in the morning. I still feel like sleeping okay? And right in the immigration hall, I met this girl. Wait, I saw this girl. I was like, owh who cares. I am emo-ing now. I'll just snap the pictures of myself & my family then done! I don't bother to interact with other people in this tour. I mean, come on la, 10 days only kay? I can survive. >.<>

Then the very next morning, I met this girl again outside our hotel lift. So I let her in, of course. We started our conversation with New Moon. Ya. Of all the topics, NEW MOON! She is from Team Edward though. I am Team Jacob. We didn't fight. haha. We were sharing our opinions about the movie. Slowly we changed the topic to other movies + celebrity dates + BFF problems + schooling problem + etc etc. You get a hang of it? How do we get close to each other? Both of us are TALKATIVE ( outgoing is a better word for it XD) In the end, I was with this girl for 6 days + nights spending together gossiping, SS-ing ( gosh, I tell you this girl is a total SS Princess weih) Why not Queen? Because I am the Queen! hahax. We were singing too. She has a very nice, sweet voice. And owh, we are both CRAZY!

I think the 2nd night of the trip I began to talk to her brothers. Brian Lim, I forgotten the topic though, we were basically crapping. During the dinner time, Eugene told us a very very very scary ghost story. After the story telling, Brian was like, Yi Shuen, don't look back, omg, seriously, don't look back, It's coming near you. In the end, I screamed MUMMY!!! I was damn scared. Stella laugh till she dropped. I bet I look horrible when I screamed MUMMY out. That was in Switzerland by the way. That is also when both of us met cute guys! She met her barbie doll and I met my prince charming. @@ So cute! Since then, Stella keep on meeting guys looking like Justin Bieber. ( She is funny, I know) hahax. Their hair is really Justin Bieber though, pure blonde = Sexy. They look really cute too.

I only know Stella, Brian & Eugene for a few days. But we spend 12 hours a day together. hahax. Almost. Stella, this 12, wait now 13 year old sweetheart really has to work on her skills in designing hair. She made me look like Alien. ( Will upload pictures later ) She is fun to talk to, she can keep secret, she gossips a lot, CRAZY CRAZY also, kind hearted, love to swing her hair, a big time joker, she can laugh & laugh & laugh. Hahax. Happy pie, that's what we normally call these kind of people. But I'll rather call her sweetie pie. No worries girl, you will be fine in your Secondary school year. =) Those people will understand you one day. Love ya!

Brian, okay, I got nothing much about him. We are not as close. He is a guy who thinks that mushi mushi ( Japanese ) is You are Welcome. He is funny, very nice, caring to his sister and a very good person as well. Besides the part scaring me with those shouts. ( ghostly shouts ) He went to student exchange campaign in Hawaii, which I think is really cool. I bet he is very smart, He has the same phone like me too! Different cover of course, mine is always the best. ;D He is also a guy with very very very BAD TASTE. Every girl I saw, I say pretty, he will be like, No? I got good taste alright? So he has bad taste. Hahax. This is all I know about him for now. =D

Eugene, Mr fortune teller + Mr F1 sound maker ( LOL! ) A very nice guy also, funny also, caring to Stella also, good person also. Haha, he has almost the same characteristic as Brian. He is a very good story teller too. Unlike mine, unorganized, messy, everything messed up in the end. He is also very nice to his sister's friend ( ME ) There is one thing about him which I really would like to "tell" you guys. He has really different taste on the ladies' body shape. He thinks that girls with big boobs not nice......

School is fun, I am in 4 Fasih now. =) It's great to be in the same class with both the vice presidents in choir, Mabel & Nicole. Ya, we are great friend okay? So, with them around, most probably I am going to bully everyone in choir. HOHOHO!! Form 4 is kinda awesome, HW+ experiment+ co-curricular activities are partially driving me crazy. Owh yes, it is difficult to cope i guess. ( I am a little dumb too ) Everyone in my class seems to be so semangat in studies. I was like have fun 1st la that kind of person. Which is a really bad study attitude for form 4. I am having tuition for most of my SPM subjects now. I find it exciting to be a pure Science student. I am also sort of proud to be a 4F girl. We rock in our very own way!! ;D

Last but not least, cheers to straight As. :)

2009-12-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK!!!!

haha. so this is my GRAND announce about me being BACK! I know you miss me. Don't you? This is about my outing to Sunway with Soon, Min Yi, Michelle, Dillon, Edwin and Reuben. haha. We watched New Moon!

Edward Cullen is hot, but Jacob Black is HOTTER! haha. When it reached the raining part, seeing the water on his body. *faints* haha. Min Yi and I were grinning + screaming + aiya.. you know? What will you normally do when you are excited. You do?

We went bowling after that, I got 2 strikes. *faints* haha. and owh! most importantly!!!!! I BOUGHT DETECTIVE CONAN IN POPULAR!!!!!!!!!! *FAINTS*

XD I have 3 faints in pyramid! that was really an awesome outing weih! Eclipse!! WAIT FOR ME!!!!!

next outing - 2012 with sayang.

Signing off,

SEPET.

new hair & my current love!!!!!

2009-11-24T04:43:00.001-08:00

Detective Conan!!

You know the story?? It's a very interesting detective story. But it's love story obviously touches me more. XD So, it's about two high school students' love story la. But it's not the main theme. haha. It's more like persoalan. You get it? Shinichi and Ran!!! So sweet. After Shinichi transformed to be Conan, the only way to contact Shinichi is Ran has to call him. That's it. Sobz. T_T But Conan a.k.a Shinichi still protects Ran in every dangerous condition. Hey, his body small only okay? But his brain still remains as a High School Handsome Detective!

& owh, in this episode. ( The Stranger in 10 years ) is about Conan dreaming himself 10 years after the incident. And he found out that Ran actually waited for Shinichi for 10 years. Ran said that she will wait for Shinichi for another 10 years more. So meaning if Conan doesnt find a solution to become back as Shinichi. Ran gotta wait for him for 20 years!

This is so romantic! Haha. Japanese Anime is cool! highly recommend it. A must watch detective episodes! Me love it!!!

Signing off,

SEPET.

* I hope that Conan will soon become Shinichi again and tell Ran about his feelings XD

celebrity stalk

2009-11-18T03:25:00.001-08:00

NICK JONAS & MILEY CYRUS ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER!!!!

42th post on my blog!!!! =) & Piano recital Invitation

2009-11-17T05:20:00.000-08:00

Saw the title? saw the TITLE?? haha. I am really excited now. Never thought of it. =) Thank You for my very small little group of readers. You know, for supporting me in these 3 months. For you guy's information, I am performing in a mini piano recital for my music school. And you are most invited. ;D There is going to be many many awesome piano pieces from all the musical eras. Such as Baroque, Classical, Impressionist music etc.

I shuen ( My brother ) & I will be playing too. I shuen playing 3 pieces which is around grade 5 level. I am only playing one piece around grade 6- 7. Owh, you might most probably heard me play that before. There is going to be small pieces & many big pieces which they have to put in a lot of effort.

So, you are most welcome to this recital =) and gimme the answer before 25 November 2009. Guys! Please come. Not to see me. Because it's free. Our performers are gaining experience for their music career. You may watch the video below. 2007 recital. She is our school mate too =D

Kisten Long Shu Ying, my very good jie jie who is *cough cough* shorter than me. She is a very very TALENTED pianist. She is sitting for her University Year 3 exam on December with Ben gor gor. Hey! But she is only lower 6!! ENJOY!

BENJAMIN JAMES LOH!!! Ben for short, is the most awesome brother I've ever met. He is really nice + really dull. He is a musician who is very talented and have a lot of good + optimistic thinking. He is also a very responsible Church Choir Master. He has a lot of passion in writing composition for the church choir. I will put his blog link. Someday, if I manage to find the paper. =P He is playing this piece by memory, give him credit for it. Despite the wrong loud first chord, he was very nervous. ENJOY!

12. 12. 09 ( Saturday)

1.00 p.m.

*for the details, please ask me personally.

contact me through msn:

pretty_94oct@hotmail.com

My hair!!!!!

2009-11-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

ok, so these are the hairstyles i thinking of,

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or if you find other hairstyle that might suit me. Tell me in my tagboard ok? I have to get my hair done in this holiday. Before I go to HIGH SCHOOL!!! haha. lol. super sampat. owh well. leave a msg in tag board ok? -TQ-

Signing off,
SEPET.

Italian Hot Guy!!!!!!

2009-11-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hey people out there! Watched those videos? Yes. He is an Italian 16th year old talented guy! Omg! He is HAWT too! Subscribe and follow him by simply clicking on the video. Be his fans in facebook too =) click For girls who want to pikat him. I'm sorry dears.He is taken. By a girl name Ely. ya. Be his fans k?

Signing off,
SEPET.

2nd runner up!! Yea!

2009-11-11T01:58:00.001-08:00

I am really happy today so I really gotta post about it. Today was the day ;D

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Brought my laptop, borrowed some of the contestants.

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Nicole Chan Kit Mun's turn! She is the second contestant. She sang while she play! Omigosh! She is really one kind of talented pianist and singer. You have my vote =) She sang Faith Hill's song by the way. So touchy. ~~How I hope it's dedicated for me.~~ (teehee, I am desperate) So she finished the song with a nice There You Be... (slowly fade out) Cheers and applause faded in from backstage, the hall! You did really well!

Okay, I was really panic then. So I hided inside girl's toilet and started singing. That toilet is clean alright? Shalynn, Tasha and Nicole then came in and calmed me down. Aww. I am really touched. T_T. thank you so much! ~~It was my turn then.~~ SCARED!!!! The music started, and obviously I am not familiar with it because I don't get a chance to practice. So, I changed my mind and sang without music. ~~I sang off pitch~~ and the people down the stage were like ==" which eventually made me more nervous. So I was looking at Dillon Chan. Lol. Di Di. I need to find a spot to look at. And I chose you! You are honoured! hehe. So I ended up my song also! Cheers! and quickly walked away. XD

Then Nicole & I prepared for our next song - Colours of The Wind for Duet. At the same time, we syok-sendiri too! =) It's fun okay? I mean. Ya. As long as if it's not TOO OVER, it is fun! We went to borrow audio wire and

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When we on the way back, I saw sayang's height and hair! (this make me feel like a stalker) LOL! Then when we went back! Shalynn and Tasha were performing already! And They were AWESOME+AWESOME+AWESOME+AWESOME (feel free to + more. XD) Then, other contestant went up and did a great performance too =) Then it's our turn already. We got everything ready and walk to the stage. and we sang. It was.. was.. Was.. WAs.. WAS.. kinda.. er..kinda..er.. indescribable! Hey! I am singing duet with my BFF la. What you expect?

Okay. So we finished. and ok make it short. We got 3rd for Duet. Shalynn and Tasha got 2nd! Congratz!!! So ya! Still very HAPPY! haha.

Signing off,

SEPET.

Jagan, me, teik chien & xing kai

2009-11-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

Today was awesome! hahax. I am not going to talk about the Seafield Talent time thing. Conclusion: It was BAD! ok. I am singing duet with my BFF! woots! Can't wait for it! The girl who thinks that I am a great friend. Aww.. Nicole Chan! ！我爱你！So yeah! We are singing colours of the wind for tomorrow! Cheers!

This is the greatest part of the day. So I went down the stage and joined Jagan, Teik Chien, Chipmunk. Ya, them. We played an ang mo game because xk and I LOVE ang mo! Haha. And we were teasing Jagan while we were playing the game! It was fun! So we like cina pakat cina. Aww.. Jagan, you are the odd one. XD

lol. It was just a game when we are lame. Hahax. So, wish me luck for tomorrow. ;D

Signing off,

Sepet.

Seafield Talent - practise round

2009-11-09T04:39:00.000-08:00

I sucked a lot today. Yuck!

Tasha & Shalynn were awesome!

Nicole. Aww.. My dearie was panicked. But HEY! You sounded okay!

Mabel. She lost her voice.

Yi Jiun. He went in the wrong key. Hope he is fine tomorrow.

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!

BEST OF LUCK!

Signing off,

Sepet.

A Dedication For Martin Yeoh ;D

2009-11-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

This post is a dedication to my 9 years best friend. Martin Yeoh, a nerd (haha) who is always understanding, a pretty good listener, and a great friend.

So something happened to me an hour ago. I was really depressed and I cried. I felt something's going wrong in my life. I hate crying alright? I really dislike those swollen eyes and reddish face after my cries.

I took out my cell-phone and called him. I have no idea, instead of calling other people in my 200++ phone book list. I picked him. You are honored! (not) He picked up the phone in less than 2 seconds i guess. very efficient. 3 Cekap guy I guess?

After all those shout outs to him, I think in less than 5 minutes. My tears just stopped coming out. Haha. and I told him about it. He claimed it as pro. So I said, actually I planned to cry for 2 hours. Haha. He said: see! call me and everything settle.

This is not the 1st time he stopped me from crying in less than 5 minutes. I think it happened a couple of weeks ago too. Instead of calling other people, I always remember him as a miracle tear stopper. Yea. He is =)

Martin, you know what! I am singing for talent time to dedicate a song for you! HOHO I know that I am very nice. XD

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-11-03T02:58:00.000-08:00

2009-11-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

I am really lifeless now. I just called my sayang 15 minutes ago. And decided to post out our conversation. Trust me, you will do that too, when you are bored enough. Owh, by the way, I am doing this coz my Mei, Kimberly Ong dumped me to go mandi XD

You may leave this blog if you don't wanna see our LAME conversation (:

Here it goes:

ring, ring, ring, ring. he picked up the phone.

Me: Hello?

Sayang: Sayang.

Me: You got online?

Sayang: Nope.

Me: Yer.. why you everyday also don't online wan? hmph.

Sayang: hmph. I teman sayang tomorrow ok?

Me: You didnt update your blog also you know?

Sayang: I know.

Me: You are keep on delaying my present! hmph!

Sayang: hmph!

Me: HMPH!

Sayang: Sayang don't merajuk la, I teman sayang tomorrow.

Me: I either in old or new hall you know?

Sayang: I know.

Me: So, happy finding. What subject you got for tomorrow?

Sayang: Sivik & Add Maths.

Me: owh..

( Then I heard aunty say good night)

Sayang: k la, good night.

Me: good night

Sayang: Muax

Me: muax

Sayang: wo ai ni

Me ( end the call)

Lol! lame right? Thanks for finishing it. Haha.

Signing off,

Sepet.

2009-10-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

I am really guilty now. Especially after my birthday, I never know how to appreciate friends. When I look back on this 3 years time, I've found out that I was trying really hard to be a school popular. Yep! I used to. ( of course I failed, look at my face xD) Friends, are not people who makes you to be a popular girl, I mean, isn't it stupid to make hundreds of friends just to squeeze yourself in the school populars list? So, slow down and be friend with people using your heart. You might find another story page in your life book! This was what happening to me. 07, I add people in friendster( Last time Friendster was more famous than facebook) without considering whether I know them a not. Which later on cause me in a lot of troubles.

Then, of course my friendster friends are like increasing madly day by day. Haha, I did not take time to know them. So, yep, I gotta cancel off, my 700++ friends in friendster are NOT my friends. Ok then, I joined everyone in facebook. I slowed down k? cheers! I did not add people blindly anymore, in fact, I am lazy enough, I let people adding me. So now my friends are only 230+ now and still growing.

If you are reading this post, I want you to know that, friends, I am really sorry. I don't know how to appreciate you guys. And why am I confessing here, I want to let everyone know about the mistakes I made, and I am missing so many pieces of memory in my heart. Thinking of striking all those negative things out. I decided not to do it. Because I hope that you guys won't make the same mistakes like what I did. For those who wants to make fun of me, sure, you may take this as a gossip talk or what ever. ~~It is not a good topic though~~ (:

I deserve those backstabbing sometimes. I am not saying it in a sarcastic way ok? I meant it. I deserved it. I was way bitchy than you think. ~~I was a bitch.~~ and will not be that anymore. Yes, on behalf of my friends, I promise you I will never be that awful Yi Shuen again. Forget about the yesteday's yi shuen. I am still trying hard to be a wonderful person alright? Yes. I am. And I will. My 15th birthday really make me grow up. I see friends in another way. Some of them might not be really outstanding in your friends there. But, they are often those wonderful + fantastic ones.

I really have to thanks those peoples who wake me up. Thanks for backstabbing me and calling me a bitch behind of me. Again, I am not saying it in a sarcastic way, I meant it. Thank you really much for waking me up. Because of you guys, I am I today, and not yesterday. Thanks to all my darlings who are always there for me and make up my day. I will come back to the real life. I am not a princess. (: This is what I gotta confess for now.

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

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I am officially 15th! Sobz! Me don't want to grow up. But Owh well, I had a very birthday for this year. =) Ya. VERY HAPPY! Lol. even though I dislike the fact that I am older.. =/=

this was what sayang told me today right before I went home.

Sayang: Happy Birthday, Muax!

Me: I dun wanna grow up!

Sayang: Too bad la.. You are old now, you were 14th yesterday.. OOPS!

(DOT DOT DOT) I wanna be forever 15th!

15th years ago, right on this day, I came out! LOL! ~~An angel was born.~~ lol ok la, not angel, A demon instead! =P My story goes on since that second. Sweet, sour, bitter, salty, spicy, hot, icy cool, what else? lol I think I should stop talking, let the pictures to take over my speech. Be ready! I am now bringing you to the journey of A Demon!

Click on the image to see a big big size

Thank you very much for those who wished me Happy Birthday in school, through facebook, msn, sms or personally. =) Muax! love you all! Thanks to my Dears for giving me such adorable presents. For those who did not give me bfday present. It's ok ;D Cuz you are already the present. M-w-ah! Thanks to my BEAR BEAR too! Chipmunk loves Bear Bear!

This was happened yesterday. I told my sayang that someone got a bear bear from her boyfriend.

Sayang: you want the bear? You got the chipmunk d la. Rape it some more. Kesiannya.

(Then I was keep on bugging)I WANT BEAR BEAR!

Sayang : you already got a Big fat bear bear la.

(still blur) Me: I where got Winnie The Pooh?

Sayang: The bear is now talking to the sayang.

Me: *LAUGH & LAUGH & LAUGH* Since when you become a bear?

Sayang: I am a big fat bear..

etc.

Muax! He is my bear bear, my sayang, my walking pillow, my walking dictionary, my brother, my friend, my walking sand dune etc etc. Lol, wondering how he copes so many personality. Watever la, as long as he dun gone stupid than can d!

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

Today is a Thursday! (: Me love Thursday! Alright, Basically I love EVERYDAY! haha. Hang on. Today is a very Very VERY SPECIAL THURSDAY of the year. Guess why? 1, 2, 3 Tada!

This Is It is out today!!!!!!! OMG! Michael Jackson's last masterpiece for human being is finally out. *Tears coming out* Very touchy la. He was, no HE IS A GENIUS, And forever the King Of POP! I can't watch it leh. sobz. Didnt book the ticket. HAIZ. hope someone will have an extra ticket and belanja me go watch. I am very desperate now. lol. I HAVE TO BE DESPERATE! I miss Michael Jackson, and his Thriller, and his Moonwalk, and his HEAL THE WORLD!!! aww.. so touchy la that song, love it a lot! Everyone loves it, I am kinda regret to know him so late. After he passed away, I didn't know that he is an Earth lover for so long. I am sorry, Michael Jackson for being so profiling. What makes me think that he is a bad guy? His pale face. I AM REALLY SORRY FOR BEING PROFILING. and i guess it's too late. So I am definitely going to buy the DVD when it is out. must pray hard, hope that my guardian angel can bring me a ticket. :)

The other special thing is today is the official day my sayang turning into 16th! Muax! Happy Birthday Sayang! Thanks for everything you did to me. Te Amo! MUAX!!!!!!

Timothy! This song is for you one! Faith Hill-There You'll Be
Listen to the lyrics k? XD

Signing off,
SEPET.

2009-10-28T03:56:00.000-07:00

2009-10-25T22:23:00.001-07:00

If you guys follow my blog, you'll know that my previous music was a very LOUD, ROCKISH, YELL, YELL, AND MORE YELLS' teen stars song. I just change it to this touchy song 5 minutes ago. Haha. By the way, Nicole Chan is the one who made me to have the motivation to pergi cari this song. She is planning to sing it for talentime, haha.

When I went Youtubing for this song, I was like, wait,is there I'll be? or There You'll be? Or I'LL BE THERE? so I actually went and search one by one. *cough cough* I gotta admit I am kinda stupid. =_= After 3 times of entering those titles, I finally found this. Pearl Harbor- There You'll be (Faith Hill) Yeebee! I found it! BANGGA LIKE MAD.

And so, I clicked on it, a very flowing music started to came out ( how to say ar?) And here the lady started to sing:

When I think back

On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

If you watch the music video, Ya, it is about War. If not mistaken, should be second world war, when Japanese boomed Pearl Harbor, sad, I know. These are what wars bring to the countries involve ( Blood, Flesh, Hunger, Fear, Sickness, Death, Loosing someone in your life) Basically we are kinda blessed for not living in a world full with weapons, power, fight, atomic booms flying all over our roofs. When our parents have steady income, having a school to be study in, having FRIENDS to be gossip with, have computer, laptop, drum sets, piano, guitar, watever watever. Get a chance to dress up nicely and find a date to go I.U, Prom, reading Twilight, Eclipse, New Moon, Breaking Dawn, Facebook! Twitter! Blog! MSN!!!! Commenting on Robert Pattinson's look, Megan Fox's body, And saying TAYLOR LAUTNER IS HOT!!!!!! Ya, we have to be really grateful for what we are having now.

Signing off,

SEPET.

Idlan & I ( Leo IU 2009) =P

2009-10-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARIE ~

MABEL SOONG!!

Happy 15th Dear,

M-W-A-H!

With love,

yi shuen.

2009-10-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

This is a post about my so called wonderful plan after my small little challenge of life. (you should know what am I talking about).

I am gonna do this:

1. Play harder and even harder

2. Finish up my Warren Buffet investment strategies Book.

3. Finish up my Mother Teresa-Come Be My Light

4. Sleep more and MORE

5. Get pimples OFF MY HEAD!

6. Ace my maiden's prayer and J.S. Bach Invention No.14

7. Online, Online and ONLINE.

8. Keep on dreaming about Taylor Lautner. xD

9. Buy/ make birthday cards for Mabel and Timothy.

10. Being lame and lame and LAME.

11. Stop being a nerd.

12. SS and SS and SS!

13. Lose weight.

14. Golf!

15. Non-stop googling about latest celebrity Gossip!

16. Update my blog whenever I am bored!

Tada! Wonderful Plans huh? LOL. TEll me if you wanna join in my PLANS! Tudos!

I am only me when I'm with you. M-w-a-h!

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

(verse 1)

我想你已经成功地将我的心给偷了

我真的很想时间停在我们相处的时刻，

你的笑容成了我去上课的唯一理由。

(verse 2)

听着情歌，看着情侣们甜言蜜语，

想着的都是你。

这到底是不是幸福呢?

还是我已将自己带进了一个爱的旋涡?

(chorus)

看似简单，却不耐其烦的叮咛，

成了我的习惯。

我想如果我是绿叶，

你一定是我的阳光，空气，水，

看似很渺小，但却很重要。

(ending verse)

你的存在将成为

我童话故事完美的句号。

Hello everyone! This is my first time writing Chinese song,

haha. It's not really perfect. But no harm 1st try right?

This is a love song.*cough cough* . About what do i feel now.

=P If you dunno Chinese, too bad la! haha. for english translation

will be update soon. ;D

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-16T08:56:00.000-07:00

OH NO! I AM IN LOVE WITH A NERD!

God! Why did you do this to me?

Taylor Lautner is a nerd in real life? OMGoodness!

2009-10-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

I guess I am in love with the guy who play this piece.

So touching the way he played it.

No doubt there were some accuracy problem.

But he totally show the feeling of

what laputa suppose to sound like.

that is my favourite anime. =P really fantastic and touching story.

You will love it too. Next video is going to

be my favourite video too. =D

Haha. Must force my boyfriend to learn this piece. when I have one la. xD

this is a perfect lulluby for me. =)

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I don't understand the language

but I just feel what he tries to tell us.

每次聆聽都有種莫名的感動

也許當時的純真，當時的憧憬...
不過如此。當小孩子真好...不是嗎?

Next video is played by Phoebus Chan

White suit, perfect finger works

Haha. I really like that kind of guys.

He looks hot with his spectacle too. =P

2009-10-14T03:54:00.000-07:00

I am Back! *cough cough* that's just an opening speech by the way =P

the title of the day is this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN YEOH TZE TIN!

We practically know each other for 9 years now. ( We were classmates since standard one until standard 6, schoolmates since form 1 until today ;D)

We weren't that close when we were in the lower primary i guess, I was MORE to his friends that time. Haha. The days we started to get closer was standard 5? And owh, he was really violent, That time la. Now I dun think so? Ya. when we got close to each other was standard 5 with zhi chin, zhi wei, chit seng. We kinda discussed homework together. For your information, Lick Hung's homework was mountain high. haha.

We even spent time whole day in auditory room singing, right, Practising the farewell song because our headmistress was leaving the school. So instead of singing with our hearts out, we ended up talking about something else.

Standard 6, days after UPSR, i think that is when he officially became my best friend. Martin, be proud. LOl. We play chess, some idiotic mechanical pencil war, gossip, and talking about hong kong drama. One very important story i will always remember is both of us fight! =P But we ended up peacefully i think.. We are fighting over his spectacle and my pencil box. childish right? We were 12 la that time. hihi.

When UPSR result was out, I'd got a total breakdown. 6A 1B is a very bad result for a lick hung student. Most embarrassingly, half of my classmates got straight As. So I was crying and crying for half and hour? er or even MORE! And he comforted me, talking lot's of rubbish, i'd forgotten, it's more about must be tabah and things like that ;D (hope he doesnt need to do that again when PMR result is out) >.<

We almost lost touch when we reached form 1 and form 2. Misunderstanding, sometimes might lead to a silent war. And we are now back to the track =D Thank God for making the misunderstanding to be cleared. I was so please to has him back to my Best Friend Forever List. Yah. you are in. Why am I posting this post today? 1st of all today is 14.10 and I spent whole night doing his birthday card. HAHA. It's very ugly. But owh well, that is the only thing i can do to him now. =)

Happy Birthday, Martin.

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-10T02:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so over it. 2007, I was a total choir freak, everything in my world is choir choir choir. guess what, when I was in form 1, I'll get pissed off if you said a single or maybe just a fraction word bad about Seafield's choir. To me, choir was everything in my life. So yea, and i got post, a minor one, and wasn't in school team when everyone else was. I was not even a reserve, but owh well, it just showed that i have to work extraordinary harder than everyone else.

Last year, 2008 was sort off like my favourite year in Seafield out of this three years. I was still a choir freak. Maybe, just maybe not that much. So that was also when i discovered that hey man, I can sing! Great huh? so i sorta found some motivation to go for choir practises every Friday and Saturday. I hardly skipped practises, and was always being sporting and eagerly wanted to be in the school team. So, cheers! I was selected. Not because I am good, but because the good ones left. So our coach only put me in. Ya, for those who thinks that I sing very well, Pls, I don't. Very important thing happened last year, me and Joyce's friendship began to grow when we danced endlessly at night during choral festival. If you went to the 5th Young Singers Choral Festival, and stayed in University Malaya, and you heard "LOW" coming out from no where. Dun be scared, there is 99.99% is from my room =) *sorry for disturbing*

This year, 2009 I was selected in the footloose Musical as Lulu Warnicker ( a minor role ) or what ever you call it. I've forgotten. I quit because of some reason. ( dun ask, I am not gonna tell it anyway) Well, maybe time changes and people changes. I am not a choir freak anymore, and I don't put choir as my 1st priority anymore. In fact i am getting fed up with choir. Not say very, just a little. Well, okay maybe a quarter of my heart gone. =) I was chosen as an inter school member, again. It is kinda surprising actually, because I am not good in singing. Sometimes I'll really sit back and think. Am I wasting my time in choir doing something that I cant do it well? I was chosen as the secretary too, working under Joyce =) I think this is the best part of everything in 2009. Yea, I love her. She helped me to block everything, even get the scolding from Pn Loh from me. I heart you a lot. M-W-A-H! She gives me lots of advice too! See? she is a great friend. So people who planned to be a secretary, do it! She is definitely a great leader, and a great friend. =D Where was I? Owh, haha I am lost abit.

Sigh, this is what I am gonna tell some people in choir. If you think that points to you, don't guess. Come directly to me and ask me. I might not be talking about you. Well, there are 172 choir members, it might be any other one of them. Ok, here it goes. If you think that you are the greatest one or greatest ONES, please sit back and think again. You will find that you might not be the one. Have you every think there are 171 more choir members? Right 170 now because I might not longer be in the one of them. Yea, for those people who are sicken by my face OR my singing, you might be satisfied now. I wont leave the school because of you, I'll still be in Seafield because of my greats friends! If you hate or dislike me, i won't ask you to go hell. Just wanna tell you a reality, there will be people who dislike you or hate you too. Don't be over arrogant, thinking that you are the best of 170 choir members.

So ya, I am now over it. I am not posting this because I am angry of anyone or anything in choir. I am just posting it for the sake of letting my friends know what does my heart thinks and says about. =)

Signing off,

SEPET.

2009-10-08T19:16:00.001-07:00

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

2009-10-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

GEOGRAPHI WAS COOL!

4 more days and still counting

Signing off,

Sepet.

2009-10-08T02:24:00.000-07:00

SCIENCE 2 WAS A MESS!
that is because i did not study properly
i will take it as an expensive lesson
sigh..
gotta struggle for other subjects now
dun want to have expensive lesson anymore
NO I DUN WANT!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE NOT TAKEN PMR YET.
=D

singning off,
SEPET.

2009-10-06T15:39:00.000-07:00

AHAH!

PMR IS REALLY NEAR NOW

still got 1 & 1/2 hour to go

PMR students!

GOOD LUCK!

and owh

THANKS TO JOYCE and fat nerd

for helping me to pray

M-W-A-A-A-A-H!

Signing off,

Sepet.

pik yen!@# here

2009-10-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

well as you know our little blog owner here is taking PMR tomorrow !!!! OMG !!! PMR!!! YI SHUEN GOOD LUCK !!!! JIA YOU !!!!! GET 8a's!!!!!!!!!!! Well I can't imagine if I'm taking it I'll be like pulling my hair out of my head !!! So GOOD LUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry this update is so short =(...

2009-10-06T02:52:00.000-07:00

I've just watched a few videos in YouTube about titanic. 1912, Sunday, April 14. The tragedy had happened. 2,200 people on board , but only 705 people were rescued. So there was like 1500 people sank under the Pacific Ocean with the ship.

The movie, TITANIC 1997 was filmed by James Cameron, the story revolves with a poor guy and a rich girl. No doubt it was really fantastic, the love story about Jack Dawson and Rose Dewitt Bukater. Especially the ending of the movie. When Jack suffers from severe Hypothermia and dies in Rose's arms. Rose is rescued when Fifth Officer returns with Lifeboat 14 with five other survivors.

Did you ever think like, if you are Jack Dawson, will you die to rescue your love ones? or will you be like Cal? still being selfish until the very end of the tragedy? ( He committed suicide anyway) Luckily Rose in the end married to Jack, if not kesian him la. (joking)

To tell you guys the truth, if I am Jack Dawson, i guess i wont do the same thing like what he did. Yes. I admit that i am afraid of dying. Maybe in the end i need my boyfriend to save me back. haha.

anyway, it's just a brief update. So, enjoy your holidays people!
Signing off,
Sepet.

2009-10-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

2 more days to PMR

9 more days to freedom!

CHEERS!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL PMR CANDIDATES!

Singning off,

Sepet.

2009-10-02T09:24:00.000-07:00

anybody out there. Can you guys help me from being LAME again? MArtin Yeoh! your fault la. make my voice now half guy half girl liao. HMPH! lol. anyway, i'll try not to do that anymore. (:
tks Martin, best friend =D you promised me to continue the "training" after PMR. DUN memungkiri janji k?

p/s why you dun online de?

singning off,
Sepet.

2009-09-29T03:02:00.000-07:00

Taylor Lautner and Selena Gomez? No way!

2009-09-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hang on, hang on! lol.. I cant tahan d la! gotta tell a secret today. =P ok before i throw my secret out. I had Focus PMR today. So we start off with er wait, Owh we started off with English paper 2 for 1 hour (super short la the time) , sejarah another hour, and off for recess (: (my favourite part of the day) After recess, go back class and had Science paper 2 for 1 hour, and then Math for 1 hour 40 minutes == (stupid right?)

Because the jadual was like sooo thight, so basically i was rushing my papers except for English. For Maths, i think i slept and writing TAYLOR LAUTNER for like half an hour =)

Owh ya, about my secret. But make sure you dun laugh k? :D haha.. so here the story goes. Just now, when i was having my Science paper half way, my mind poped out a crazy idea, it was kinda suddenly actually plus i was bored doing nothing there.

So, i walked infront and told Pn Robita, I said, cikgu saya nak pergi tandas. And teacher just give me the pass. So i walk walk around the teacher's office and see i'll kena tangkap anot. And OMG. no body actually realise that I am having exam == even pn ung. stupid right? i mean me.. (=

Ok, my next mission then. I've been hearing from my buddies that if they meniru, they write the question and answer down in the toilet. I think you know what's going on then. Yes, i went into the toilet and go checked every toilet and basins see whether got anot. But, i super malang la, tak dapat tengok pun. HMPH!

So my meniru mission fail, haha. Lame, I know.

Singing off,
Sepet.

2009-09-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

So there is like less than 10 days to PMR. I am blogging here. Well of course i did some study here and there. But it is just too off and on. For people who has doubt whether I study anot. Come to my house and check on me.Lol who is going to do tht?

Basically Sejarah, Geographi, KH and Science is driving me mad. I am ok with those language subject. Ya, it's ok. NOT GOOD (: If you are fb-ing or msn-ing, it is not really surprising to see I'm onlining XD

And owh, according to many of my kawans. They are talking about PMR/2009 is freakin'ly difficult. You know why? Because Malaysia Goverment tend to follow the mood and create difficult papers. UPSR/2009 was really tough, dun believe? ask your sisters or brothers if you have one (:

Plus, i am not a brainy, it takes me years to understand how does algebraic espression is really easy, and also takes me months to know that what does it mean by vegetative reproduction. see? sad case right?

I think i just might be the dumbess and laziest Seafield student. look, exam is right around the corner and I am wasting my time talking crap here. Worst of all, I am dreaming of prince charming during exam time. Ya, great i know.

For people who thinks that I am just creating a story, I can tell you that I am Not. If i got like 8As in PMR. It must be either there is some technical error going on. Or they accidentaly put F as A.

Watever it is, i must be responsible for what am i doing now. Since I am still a student. I should park my butt on my study stool and start studying. AGAIN.

Signing Off,
Sepet.

2009-09-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

Grr! I WANT TO WATCH G-FORCE!

saw those hamsters up there? they are like the cutest agent on earth. Me wanna watch it! Look at them, they are all adorable and innocent little hamsters. With the i dunno highest technology to carry out their mission. They are like so harmless. If i am the human being, i definitely wont believe that these small little things are spying on me.

My dearest pet sister, Kimberly Ong went and watch! (i hate you)

SOMEBODY! help me in my science.

Signing off,

Sepet.

2009-09-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

2 more months to CHRISTMAS!

2009-09-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

SO MUCH FOR BEING A B.F.F SINCE FORM 1 TILL NOW

We met each other on our 1st Choral Fest, which was 2007

We fall in love with KL Pac's beverage, (MILK SHAKE)

and complained about it's owh so expensive price,

RM 8 one, but still buying it,

We exchange our phone number during that time becoz

afraid of loosing our ways,

And that is when i know there is a girl in our choir

named Mabel.

We were getting closer and closer after Choral Fest,

We gossiped together,

"ponteng" to do choir works together,

talking about our passion, our dream together,
Talking about our prince together,

talking about our future together,

and have the same goal together.

Hated same person together too. xD

2008,

we were both chosen for the interschool competition

and that is when our we got even closer together,

we sing, jakuns, being lame, syok sendiri, eat, find choir members together,

so people think like wherever yi shuen is. mabel is there,

or wherever mabel is. yi shuen will be there.

Last Year, was really meaningful to both of us
we spent our choral fest time together

we cheered together for shyh poh's science fiction

and fallen asleep together when the singaporean choir sang.

And owh. i have to mention about the MILKSHAKE

Mabel brought 100 bucks to buy them. LOL

2009, a really LOL year

i joined Pandu Puteri with her, and nominated her

as Assistant Secretary, =P

And i abandoned her in the Pandu Puteri

sorry dear, haha, that persatuan super boring la

we now recess together,

still talking about guys together,

share lame jokes together,

sharing secrets with each other,

sings together, study together, play BINGO together.

Mabel, if you see this, i want to let you know,

we are always BFF =D

singning off,

Sepet.

2009-09-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

i dunno la.. feel like creating friendster account again. Haiz. I deleted the account accidentally one year ago. and lazy nak create back. But then i've been hearing from my girls that friendster is sort of interesting now. Argh! dun care only la.. create account baru after PMR. OFF TO STUDY!

signing off,
Sepet.

HOLIDAYS

2009-09-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

So ya, i am going to ten countries this year during year end.(ten Europe countries) mm hmm. This is a fourteen days trip so i wont be able to join choir to the Genting for performances. (Me want Go!) Er.. But if it's like if i am going to Europe, then Genting i think i put aside 1st la. =P

This is how our journey is going to be:
1st country - ROME

2nd stop - Italy

3rd place - Austria
mm hmm.. basically Ausrtria is the place where they filmed "The Sound of Music". Haha, remember when Julie Andrew singing Do a dear, a female dear surrounded by a bunch of captain's sons and daughters? Yes. That place is in Austria. =D

4th country - Liechtenstein
Dun ask me what the hell or where the hell is it. Cuz i also got no idea about it. I think it is somewhere near Austria. Haha. I think it is better to show you the pictures. >.<

LOL. the other 6 countries will be updated when i have the mood. =P

pls bare with my malasness. xD

signing off,
Sepet.

MY 1ST OFFICIAL NEW POST IN THIS BLOG! cheers

2009-09-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

After linking and googling infront of the computer for around 2-3 hours. I found this! OMG! This is so cute! (althought i am not a PINK fan) xD well. but so far this is the easiest one to edit the HTML or something.. But i got help from PIK YEN! (will update her pictures one day) Omigosh.. I love you honey!
So far i only linked 2 person O.o haha.. cuz it's still new.. will gambateh and keep my blog alive.

p/s I am a horrible student >.<

owh look. it's 12.44 a.m. now.. lol.. gotta be prepared to have panda eyes tomorrow. Good Night =)

signing off,
Sepet.

The Song Of My Heart

I am deeply in love with my form 4 life. 2010. Aku CInta Pada Mu!

europe - my dreamland

new hair & my current love!!!!!

celebrity stalk

42th post on my blog!!!! =) & Piano recital Invitation

My hair!!!!!

Italian Hot Guy!!!!!!

2nd runner up!! Yea!

Jagan, me, teik chien & xing kai

Seafield Talent - practise round

A Dedication For Martin Yeoh ;D

pik yen!@# here

HOLIDAYS

MY 1ST OFFICIAL NEW POST IN THIS BLOG! *cheers*

MY 1ST OFFICIAL NEW POST IN THIS BLOG! cheers